Brida - money and time wasted

Poelo Coelho has inspired me through his past books. The Zahir, The Alchemist , Veronika Decides to die , The Witch of Portebello , 11 minutes .... all had eternal meaning to life in them.
Unfortunately, either i could not understand what he wanted to convey....or there is no meaning at all, but Brida failed to meet my expectations.
May be the magic he wanted to cast in Brida , could not be done.
May be , as Wicca said.....the tradition of the moon is fast loosing to the tradition of the sun.
It sure has in this case.

The male menstruation cycle

Well I was under the impression that only women undergo a menstruation cycle , it was only last week , and during my exams( wonder if exams are meant for this?) that i got to know that it is men as well who are going through a menstruation cycle.

This cycle does not include any ovulation or external release of any liquids or hormones....but i am sure that there is something taking place , internally , for sure.

It seemed to me a little strange that during my "periods" ( :-o ) , there were strange mood swings taking place ..... strange.... i would be a different person than I normally am.

I could go into bouts of self-introspection and wonder about stuff related to my hormones ( :) ), for around 2 days , just wonder about the missing link of me still being single.
These exams , unfortunately were a part of that "period" ( and that could be a nice excuse for my non-performance...ahem) .
On the last exam day , one of my batch mates ultimately noticed me being in that compromising situation ( i don't know why but i am remembering one of those sanitary napkins ads on television where a girl's friend ultimately notices it.......but whatever..) , and i wonder why only the last day , when my academic battle was lost , dropped the bomb ..... ......
" dude everybody goes through the period ."
And then everything came into perspective.....what a fool was i always battling between reality and reasoning about my status in every profile i have made , a major reason to delete some....for the repetition, for the reality as i had taken for granted was not based on reality..... which being the existence of the menstruation cycle in men as well.

Most of the problems that the men of today are facing are related to the inadequacy of knowledge about the male menstruation cycle in the society........wonder when would the society awaken to the needs of the poor men.
Till then......
Amen!

Colours

We need colours in our life, or so we do.

To some the world is black and white. The world is easy to understand in just 2 colours.

It is black.

It is white.

Just like the days of the doordarshan where one could easily know who the hero and who the villain was.

Simple.

I sometimes wish that the world actually was bicolour. I did not have to strain my brain hard to judge the situation.

Not anymore.

It’s unfortunate, or should I say a reality, but everyone seems to have mixed up the two colours in their palettes , and all so disturbing is that the shades they come up are too dynamic.

Have i lost it?

I think i have lost my touch with the blogging world......i want to post something meaningful but nothing seems to take shape.....
This craving to express myself....but don't know why i cannot.