Today again I lost one of the opportunities that I had wished would be mine.
Not that I did not make any effort towards it.....I made my best...yet I lost....some complications.
but this time the feeling is different....its not of loosing, its not like the void has taken over me, its not like i am in distress , its not like i don't know i have lost an opportunity,its 'not' like the previous times....its not like i am thinking about it...its different.
but i don't think that this feeling means in any sense that i did not want it.....but I am not having a funereal atmosphere around me.
is it that I have become accustomed to loose?
whatever the reason be.....I thank God for giving me the strength to face it.....with grace and honor.
Such instances in the past used to infuse into me bouts of depression.....may be I have overcome my weakness.....even though it meant one and a half years.
oh lord ! I wish you have made my past loss my greatest strength.
And no matter what now.........I know I will never become a failure.
AMEN!
Friday, August 31
Sunday, August 26
suspense about suspension!!!!
i am saved from a suspension.....but the following is the reason why it came out in the first place!!!
Well i had seen this in the movies( which i rarely watch)...sometimes heard about it and sometimes gone through such an activity in the raw form.
but this time it was real and too real to be real.
my digital communication class scheduled for 3-5 was suspended. from 1:30 i had been watching CHAK DE INDIA and was left with some part of it when i had to go for the suspended class.
at 3:30 i reached my lab and decided to finish the movie......its too inspirational and patriotic(well that doesnt make me a sissy!).
it was 4:00 when i had reached the climax......or the start of my story.
2 guys were playing counter strike in the lab and they were given a headshot each by only 1 bullet but coming from 4 guns ....the captain of that clan being the DEAN academics DrUST.
and when the imbroglio was on i was relaxing totally like a nawab!!
i had the headphones on...my body was making a 45-50 degree angle....and when all the shooting down was being done i was enjoying the movie ,Shah Rukh Khan giving the inspirational talk to the girls....and it was hell inspiring.....
when someone patted my shoulder and inspired the hell of me!!!!
it was the dean.....for the first time i was seeing him face to face....and he was no better to look at than the characters that were there in the movie who had mesmerized me.....
he demanded my id card in front of my juniors who were pouring in our labs(the setup in IIITA is a ltl different but thats something different).
i was no state of mind to know what was going on...i was still in the hockey match....
i gave the id card and came out.....
and then was it that i realized what match i was to play now....
a suspension .....that was for sure....
after the juniors were settled the dean came out with his clan members and we 3(2 gamers+1 me...who didnt even know they were there in the lab) went to them thinking that we'll apologise , while the other two did so....more than doing that i was telling the dean what a nice movie CHAK DE INDIA was!!!!
he blasted us to meet him the other day...
meanwhile i came to my room and completed the movie.......its awesome....
its like.....i havent handled suspensions before :)
Well i had seen this in the movies( which i rarely watch)...sometimes heard about it and sometimes gone through such an activity in the raw form.
but this time it was real and too real to be real.
my digital communication class scheduled for 3-5 was suspended. from 1:30 i had been watching CHAK DE INDIA and was left with some part of it when i had to go for the suspended class.
at 3:30 i reached my lab and decided to finish the movie......its too inspirational and patriotic(well that doesnt make me a sissy!).
it was 4:00 when i had reached the climax......or the start of my story.
2 guys were playing counter strike in the lab and they were given a headshot each by only 1 bullet but coming from 4 guns ....the captain of that clan being the DEAN academics DrUST.
and when the imbroglio was on i was relaxing totally like a nawab!!
i had the headphones on...my body was making a 45-50 degree angle....and when all the shooting down was being done i was enjoying the movie ,Shah Rukh Khan giving the inspirational talk to the girls....and it was hell inspiring.....
when someone patted my shoulder and inspired the hell of me!!!!
it was the dean.....for the first time i was seeing him face to face....and he was no better to look at than the characters that were there in the movie who had mesmerized me.....
he demanded my id card in front of my juniors who were pouring in our labs(the setup in IIITA is a ltl different but thats something different).
i was no state of mind to know what was going on...i was still in the hockey match....
i gave the id card and came out.....
and then was it that i realized what match i was to play now....
a suspension .....that was for sure....
after the juniors were settled the dean came out with his clan members and we 3(2 gamers+1 me...who didnt even know they were there in the lab) went to them thinking that we'll apologise , while the other two did so....more than doing that i was telling the dean what a nice movie CHAK DE INDIA was!!!!
he blasted us to meet him the other day...
meanwhile i came to my room and completed the movie.......its awesome....
its like.....i havent handled suspensions before :)
Saturday, August 25
The Types
Well during the thriller i had gone through, i realized 1 big thing...
people can be categorized into 3 types.
1) those who derive sadistic pleasure from your misery.
2) those who are indifferent
3) those who are genuinely concerned.
category 1 people are most of them , those who will term you as their friend,whom even you might have also thought of being as your friend , but it is only then that you realize that are they worth it?
BEWARE SUCH PEOPLE....they'll suck everything from you.
category 2 people are the ones who can be further be categorized in 2 categories:
a)not concerned with you : the safest people , they'll not harm you.
b)not concerned at all: more than you needing their help its they who need yours.they may term themselves as the coolest but they are the ones who do not want to shoulder any responsibilty.
category 3 people are the rarest...you might presume they may be extinct for some but then as a mature responsible earthling its our responsibilty to preserve them and through certain measures try to increase their population.
people can be categorized into 3 types.
1) those who derive sadistic pleasure from your misery.
2) those who are indifferent
3) those who are genuinely concerned.
category 1 people are most of them , those who will term you as their friend,whom even you might have also thought of being as your friend , but it is only then that you realize that are they worth it?
BEWARE SUCH PEOPLE....they'll suck everything from you.
category 2 people are the ones who can be further be categorized in 2 categories:
a)not concerned with you : the safest people , they'll not harm you.
b)not concerned at all: more than you needing their help its they who need yours.they may term themselves as the coolest but they are the ones who do not want to shoulder any responsibilty.
category 3 people are the rarest...you might presume they may be extinct for some but then as a mature responsible earthling its our responsibilty to preserve them and through certain measures try to increase their population.
Friday, August 24
Suspension
well.....i might be suspended tomorrow....99% am sure...and by the morning it'll be 100...
but it feels little strange....
not like the "HEY ITS MY FIRST SUSPENSION WHOA!!!"
but well its like if the beginning is made......i do not give a damn if i get a second or a third....
i am giving a serious thought now to live life by my rules.....not how others want me to and may be thats my wake up call.....
at last....
or am i too hysterical???
but it feels little strange....
not like the "HEY ITS MY FIRST SUSPENSION WHOA!!!"
but well its like if the beginning is made......i do not give a damn if i get a second or a third....
i am giving a serious thought now to live life by my rules.....not how others want me to and may be thats my wake up call.....
at last....
or am i too hysterical???
Monday, August 13
The Economic's Class
My economics class is held every monday and tuesday morning and let me tell you that as usual, even though i love economics, i hate to attend the class moreso because i have to compromise on my sleep....
after straining my ears because now theyve got used to listen lovely and sweet voices of singers rather than the cacophony or the lectures....if it describes that decently...
but a description on that can come up later....the point iam making here is that after straining my ears to listen to what the teacher was babbling along the slide show it struck me!!!and it struck me deep....
if economics can be applied in real life.....
and the question which occupies the teenage mind most of the times....POPULARITY....could we apply economics to solve the biggest problem that might be faced by most of the people around the globe?
My teacher says that 90% of the times the ideal economics works.....and according to me thats a very nice percentage....so why not think a little more about it?
Say for boys!!!what is it that increases their demand amongst girls?(i'll be dealing with only the straight concepts...i know only that!)
As we all know that if the supply decreases then if the price remains constant the demand increases...so guys the best way to get your demand souring is to shoot every other guy that comes into your sight!!!but i dont think that is a viable idea!!.
yet again let us take that the supply is constant...ie the same number of guys around.....then at the same price how can you make increase your demand??
simple. to have such attributes that no other product in the market has.....and that is something of a very difficult task....isnt it?
so let us come to a very important question.....what determines the price of a product????the market forces of demand and supply.
supply.....i cannot control that.....may be a generation before me could have...but then i am not blaming them.....
demand....that is being controlled by the attributes i have and that is the underlying question......
lot to ponder about in that and so as not to strain my brain.....i'll leave that!
from that day on i have thought a lot on the subject of demand and supply which i have named love economics.........
more to come as comments......not from me....my eyes are paining!
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after straining my ears because now theyve got used to listen lovely and sweet voices of singers rather than the cacophony or the lectures....if it describes that decently...
but a description on that can come up later....the point iam making here is that after straining my ears to listen to what the teacher was babbling along the slide show it struck me!!!and it struck me deep....
if economics can be applied in real life.....
and the question which occupies the teenage mind most of the times....POPULARITY....could we apply economics to solve the biggest problem that might be faced by most of the people around the globe?
My teacher says that 90% of the times the ideal economics works.....and according to me thats a very nice percentage....so why not think a little more about it?
Say for boys!!!what is it that increases their demand amongst girls?(i'll be dealing with only the straight concepts...i know only that!)
As we all know that if the supply decreases then if the price remains constant the demand increases...so guys the best way to get your demand souring is to shoot every other guy that comes into your sight!!!but i dont think that is a viable idea!!.
yet again let us take that the supply is constant...ie the same number of guys around.....then at the same price how can you make increase your demand??
simple. to have such attributes that no other product in the market has.....and that is something of a very difficult task....isnt it?
so let us come to a very important question.....what determines the price of a product????the market forces of demand and supply.
supply.....i cannot control that.....may be a generation before me could have...but then i am not blaming them.....
demand....that is being controlled by the attributes i have and that is the underlying question......
lot to ponder about in that and so as not to strain my brain.....i'll leave that!
from that day on i have thought a lot on the subject of demand and supply which i have named love economics.........
more to come as comments......not from me....my eyes are paining!
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