Today again I lost one of the opportunities that I had wished would be mine.
Not that I did not make any effort towards it.....I made my best...yet I lost....some complications.
but this time the feeling is different....its not of loosing, its not like the void has taken over me, its not like i am in distress , its not like i don't know i have lost an opportunity,its 'not' like the previous times....its not like i am thinking about it...its different.
but i don't think that this feeling means in any sense that i did not want it.....but I am not having a funereal atmosphere around me.
is it that I have become accustomed to loose?
whatever the reason be.....I thank God for giving me the strength to face it.....with grace and honor.
Such instances in the past used to infuse into me bouts of depression.....may be I have overcome my weakness.....even though it meant one and a half years.
oh lord ! I wish you have made my past loss my greatest strength.
And no matter what now.........I know I will never become a failure.
AMEN!
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You're one of the very few people who have learned to face failure..thats one talent to have!
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