Insects!

I have insectophobia. I hate them. In the past 3 months it has never been that my face has not been without an insect bite. Now , without all the marks of their bites remaining, my friends have forgotten how I looked earlier. Even I don't remember , rather I don't acknowledge any change.

They do not bite me below the waist. Never. But have a certain liking to pee their acids on my face , specially my eyelids. They know it will hurt me most over there. They even bit me once , on my eyelid, just above the eye. It was the most horrific. It has been always when I have been asleep.
I have found a solution. I do not sleep at night , lest they bite me again. I sleep during the day. I see the sun rise everyday. Only then do I sleep. The side-effects, I know , will be catastrophic....but at least my face would be safe.

I went to my professor asking to go home. I have already exhausted my leave. My reason was simple. I showed her my face. 3 months....and she knows that.
She didn't allow me. She did not stand up to her reputation of being a house-wife. I will curse her for this all her life ... probably beyond that as well. She cannot feel my fear for insects. Well may be the pigmentation loss around my eye did not allow her to see the truth in them. Anyways, she will be cursed.

I went to a doctor yesterday. Asked him for reasons. He said it was an unproven fact that insects will bite me whenever they get a chance. He blamed the statistics. At least now I don't have any moral obligation towards myself.