Quotes

D - " You have to be as straight as straight you can be about your sexuality. Pun intended."

A - " I can never be a pervert. I am unable to be one."

The Unforgiven 3

How could he know
This new dawn's light
Would change his life forever?

Set sail to sea
But pulled off course
By the light of golden treasure

Was he the one causing pain
With his careless dreaming?
Been afraid
Always afraid
Of the things he's feeling

He could just be gone
He would just sail on
He'll just sail on

How can I be lost,
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

These days drift on
Inside a fog
It's thick and suffocating

His sinking life
Outside it's hell
Inside, intoxication

He's run aground
Like his life
Water much too shallow

Slipping fast
Down with his ship
Fading in the shadows

Now a castaway
They've all gone away
They've gone away

How can I be lost
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me
Why can't I forgive me?

(Solo)

Set sail to sea
But pulled off course
By the light of golden treasure

How could he know
This new dawn's light
Would change his life forever?

How can I be lost,
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
So how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

TWICE

The second time.
But the best part is I am reset.

Height of absent-mindedness

My sister works for MS and i was too terrified in seeing the share prices crashing so severely yesterday. ( they plummeted down 38%).
I started to monitor the prices hence for MS , just in the hope of things being safe.
I monitored them today as well , in the intervals of every 5 minutes.
I realized it after about 2 hours that the prices were constant ( a down of 22.5%).
Even I recall hallucinating that the prices were moving.
It took me about 2 hours to realize that they were not.
Today was Saturday , and NYSE was closed.
I am too stupid.

expectations - the movie

Can our expectations be decoupled from someone else's , when it is that someone who is the actor in that expectation.
Yesterday , I failed miserably as the director of that movie.
It's like there still is the lacuna where all the communication that i thought would take place , was lost.
The actor played the part , but i could not see my reflection in the character.
What a waste.
Why the dependency?
When can we find the coherence.
When can I make a blockbuster?
The dependency still remains.
For a director never makes a movie for himself .
Or does he?
Wish he could.
And yet not.

I am Vivek Bijlwan. That is my identity.
Do we really need a name for our identity?
Can't we live a life without name but not anonymous?
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