TWICE

The second time.
But the best part is I am reset.

Height of absent-mindedness

My sister works for MS and i was too terrified in seeing the share prices crashing so severely yesterday. ( they plummeted down 38%).
I started to monitor the prices hence for MS , just in the hope of things being safe.
I monitored them today as well , in the intervals of every 5 minutes.
I realized it after about 2 hours that the prices were constant ( a down of 22.5%).
Even I recall hallucinating that the prices were moving.
It took me about 2 hours to realize that they were not.
Today was Saturday , and NYSE was closed.
I am too stupid.

expectations - the movie

Can our expectations be decoupled from someone else's , when it is that someone who is the actor in that expectation.
Yesterday , I failed miserably as the director of that movie.
It's like there still is the lacuna where all the communication that i thought would take place , was lost.
The actor played the part , but i could not see my reflection in the character.
What a waste.
Why the dependency?
When can we find the coherence.
When can I make a blockbuster?
The dependency still remains.
For a director never makes a movie for himself .
Or does he?
Wish he could.
And yet not.

I am Vivek Bijlwan. That is my identity.
Do we really need a name for our identity?
Can't we live a life without name but not anonymous?
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